imperialcantinajam:

RebelCaptain First Meeting

Internal Cassian: Oh no. A hot girl. It’s okay, Cassian. You just need to not come off grouchy and bitter. Turn up the charm. Ask her about something she likes… like her family.

External Cassian: When was the last time you were in contact with your father?

Jyn: 15 years ago.

Internal Cassian: Oh shit. They’re not close. This is awkward. Just be casual about it.

External Cassian: Any idea where he’s been all that time?

Jyn: I like to think he’s dead, makes things easier.

Internal Cassian: Okay. Maybe you should drop this subject. No. Then she’ll think you’re cold and uncaring. Maybe ask her about it? Let her get her feelings out?

External Cassian: Easier than what? That he’s been a tool of the Imperial war machine?

Jyn: *evidently pissed*

Internal Cassian: Okay. Maybe family isn’t a good subject. Try asking about her social life. Maybe she likes to talk about her friends?

External Cassian: When was your last contact with Saw Gerrera? 

Jyn: *still evidently pissed* It’s been a long time.

Internal Cassian: I feel like this is not how flirting is supposed to work.

cassianandorjyn:

@basada-en-la-esperanza requested: The smell of freshly baked bread + sniperpilot


Maroon curtains dance lazily, their intermittent swaying allowing Jedha’s star to set the golden stitches of his mother’s kameez aflame. Her bangles catch the same sparkle as she pulls the tray from the oven.

These new fangled nanowave ovens are more finnicky than the stone ones we used when I was your age, she laments. His sister rolls her eyes; being the elder child she’s heard every complaint to cross their mother’s lips a thousand times at least, or so she claims.

Bodhi, however, ignores their troubles and is preoccupied with the aroma wafting from the tray. The sweet warmth fills the air, his nose, his every thought. Already he can taste the syrupy sunburst dates, the soft flavoured dough melting in his mouth.

So far ahead of yourself, beta, his mother chides, shooing him away from the piping hot tray and imminent burns. What did I tell you? Patience. All good things come to those who wait.

Bodhi nods, soundlessly stepping away. She prods the loaf with a fork. He doesn’t bother to catalogue every minute detail, as he will later in life; because now he thinks there will be many more loaves to slice and cashews to roast and cold almond milk to wash it all down with.

He’s forgotten the scent of the oils in his sister’s braids and the pattern of his mother’s dishcloth. He can’t remember what their kitchen even looked like; nor can he recall his mother’s voice. He only recalls her hacking coughs and delirious rambles; the hoot of watchful birds and the crackle of stormtroopers’ commands.

Bodhi does remember the recipe, and as he pulls the tray out of the oven he thanks the almighty for granting him that sole mercy. God-willing it will taste just right, or close enough.

Close enough is just as valuable as perfection, these days.

The scent wafts up to his nose, and the mere hint of cardamom manages to clear away years and years of stale cockpits and musty quarters.

“That smells fantastic,” Cassian says, leaning over Bodhi’s shoulder.

Bodhi sets the loaf down to cool and turns to regard his companion with a slight smirk. “You’ll have to wait for it to cool,” he says, brushing flour off the bridge of Cassian’s nose. “Good things come to those who wait.”

Cassian cracks a smile at that, one of his not-as-rare-anymore ones that reaches his eyes and makes them twinkle.

Then his expression shifts, the dark brown of his eyes growing mischevious, and Bodhi has half a second before Cassian’s arms are around his waist and face burrowed against his neck. He thinks about playfully swatting him away, but the loaf has to cool and they have time, so much time, so he sighs, shifting his weight to rest against Cassian.

Cassian’s stubble brushes against Bodhi’s pulse.

“I know a thing or two about waiting for good things.”

“Oh?”

Bodhi grins, the heat spreading to his face; and he’s soon reminded Cassian’s lips are capable of a sweetness outshining measly sunbursts.

cassianandorjyn:

@basada-en-la-esperanza requested:

The smell of blood + sniperpilot


Blood, death, like a ritual pig sent for slaughter. Fire, flesh, one consuming the other. Bodhi’s hands trembling, but no sister to hold them tight. Only the blaster and his knuckles turning white.

Then:

Cassian, at his side, smelling of scorched fibre and familiarity. A hush in his ears, the warmth over his hand, pulling away the blaster and pulling him away from the causalities. Like Jedha, so like Jedha, with blood and bodies and screams. So like Jedha, the horrifying hours forever memorialized in his dreams. So like Jedha, with Cassian there to push him further away, to the ship, to safety, to home.

Home isn’t Jedha, not anymore. Home is:

Cassian holding and soothing him until the trembles stop, until his ragged breathing grows steady. Until Bodhi can hunt the ghosts in Cassian’s own eyes, and remind him that he chose this life, not (just) for Cassian, not (just) because of him, but because he was ready.

#55 please for Rebelcaptain of course!

estherlyon:

This is the last of the prompts and the one I struggled the most with, because I wanted to keep these in universe, so decided to write vaguely around it. Here you go anon and thanks. 

55. “I buy my own things, I pay my own bills!”

It wasn’t easy, this being together. They had seamlessly fallen into step with each other since Jedha, really, but that was something that she couldn’t really explain and about which Chirrut usually smiled at her in a way that made her want to punch him (well, not actually punch him). The fact that they almost died together accounted, of course, for the terror that clawed at her chest for an entire fortnight as she lay in the medbay, for the unexplainable need to put her palm to his heart and feel it beating or tuck herself into his side when she was well enough to leave her bed. She knew it was the same for him, because the med droids all spoke of how he woke up screaming for her and her alone and she noticed how his hands usually stopped shaking whenever she laced her fingers through his clammy ones.

It didn’t mean that Jyn and Cassian would one day recover and walk out of the medward on Yavin IV hand in hand, ready to face the Empire.

It definitely didn’t. And it started showing even before they attempted to.

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97 for sniperpilot? I hope it’s an inspiring one ;)

cassianandorjyn:

Thank you so much!! Will definitely be inspired for my first non-anon request 😀

(Altered the prompt slightly, it got angsty, so I added a fluffy scene with the actual prompt)

Send me a ship and a number 🙂


Bodhi’s eyebrows are furrowed in concentration. 

“Steady now,” Cassian says softly, readjusting Bodhi’s grip on the blaster – leaning in too close. He steps away. “Now… watch out for the kickback… and… fire!”

Bodhi pulls the trigger and hears the now-familiar sound of the laserbolt missing the target and hitting ferrocrete. 

“I think it was closer that time,” Bodhi says, more to reassure Cassian than   anything else. 

Cassian rests a hand on his shoulder. “It was! Just keep practicing.” 

They had been at this all day. Cassian had been insisting that, as an addition to Bodhi’s training to become an X-Wing pilot, he learn to fire a blaster. But the grip of the blaster was not the same as the controls of a ship, and Bodhi had been missing all day. 

“I feel like I’d do better with my eyes closed,” Bodhi grumbles.

Cassian grins. “I don’t think even I could hit the target with my eyes closed.” 

A mischievous smile blossoms on Bodhi’s face. “I bet you could.” He hands Cassian the blaster. 

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So hey we found out today that my mom has a brain tumor, it’s benign but I still really would like to have some rebelcaptain comfort reading. So I have a prompt for you if you so wish Jyn is suddenly taken to the hospital. While sitting in the waiting room with the whole R1 gang Cassian realizes that his feelings for Jyn are deeper than he previously thought. I just feel for some angst, pining, R1 as family and a happy ending.

cassianandorjyn:

I’m sending all the love and good vibes to you, your mom, and your family, I hope she recovers soon!! 


“Cassian.” 

Air slips into his lungs. 

Cold, with the metallic tinge of cleaning solution. 

Air flows out. Silent, not a sigh or a cry. Squeezed out by muscles that work relentlessly for the greater body’s benefit, with disregard to the galaxy around them unless something barges in and changes that. 

Cassian’s galaxy, now, is the broken tile between his boots. Something heavy must’ve fallen on it, or perhaps an agitated loved one smashed it.

Around him personnel swirl by, pushing hoversleds, checking datapads, hobbling on crutches. The array of sounds falls on uncharacteristically deaf ears. He’s as present as the scuff marks along the floorboards. There, indifferent, unnoticable. 

Feeling absolutely nothing. 

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Fic-Never Just You

atthelamppost:

Written for the prompt Sacrifice

Draven never talked about sacrifice but Cassian knew from a young age that he would die fighting against the Empire. The closest he ever came to hearing someone else say it was when Draven gave him his lullaby pill and said, “Remember, its never just your life or your secrets.”

Cassian never forgot that as death had always been around him, now he just carried a death he could choose.